What are you doing right?
What are the things that you are doing that are causing you to succeed? What are you doing that is causing good things to happen and for problems to go away?
Figure out what you are doing right. Then, continue to do it. If you can figure out what makes things work for you, and makes you succeed the most, then you can make those good choices and will yourself to succeed.
We want you to succeed. So, make good choices, move forward from your past, and move forward to your own greater future.